Summer magic
The soft summer magic
Drifts across the meadow
Summer magic
It weaves through the willow
Right into your heart
A song the river sings
The joys soon set free
Warm rain on blossoming, growing things
An entire season is coming to a close, and we have been having such a great time enjoying the passing days I haven't had time to write. The Ergenekan Family took as much advantage as we could of our long warm days and nights. We didn't have the funds again this year for any kind of extravagant vacation, but we made the most of what we had available and honestly, I feel rested and sun kissed without needing all of that travel. I must be happy right here at home, where all of the love is.
We started off the summer months with Finn completing his first swim class. It was a ten week class and my little goldfish made the most of his time in the water. I was so proud of how by the end of his classes, Finn no longer had any fear (he was very against going at first). He presented his teacher with flowers on his last night and is already excited to start up again this fall. It was Erhan and my first experience taking our child to a sporting event. It was nice to sit back and have this time together, watching Finn succeed at something he enjoyed. Leo is next!
June, June, June. Where do I begin? We certainly had a full month. We ventured out one Saturday to the Rhododendron Garden for
the first time and it was nothing short of lovely. I have lived in Oregon almost 25
years and I have never been there (shocking to some, but I wouldn't call me
"outdoorsie". Don't get me started on how I've never been to Mt. Hood) It was peaceful and quiet, and the kids had a ball running
over the bridges and chasing the birds. Leo discovered that he enjoys life
so much better outside of his stroller instead of in (and so it begins). Needless to say all of our shoes saw a tremendous amount of duck poop that day chasing little boys around.
I hosted a "Story Book" themed baby shower that month for my girlfriend Shani and I handmade each and every one of the decorations. I enjoyed putting it together so much that the event actually has inspired a new business adventure! (more on that later)
I hand crafted tiny little story books using original children's book titles and hung them on ribbon by wooden clothespins. I suggested that every guest bring a children's book instead of a card so Shani could get an early jump start on the baby's library. I used a deck of alphabet flash cards and hung those up as well, and the take home gifts were "Goodnight Moon Pies" <-----so clever! I raided the boys room for books and stuffed animals to add to the decor. Everything was perfect, the decorations were a complete success.
The party was very fun and the women looked like that had a good time. I was VERY nervous about hosting a house full of people that I didn't know but I think I did pretty well (I'm glad my mom came to help me grounded). Keeping the guests occupied with games helped break the ice a TON. In my opinion, a party is only as good as your hostess. If your hostess keeps you fed, entertained and happy, it's a job well done. It has always blown my mind how many parties my husband and I attend where the host(s) do nothing (and I mean NOTHING) to keep the party going. Parties are a lot of work, children's parties especially. Guests are bringing presents so you MUST keep the ball rolling. Sigh. If only I could teach a class.
On a funny side note, the book below is hilarious: My folks get me great gifts. Some of my favorite stocking stuffers are old retro "Better Homes and Garden's" cook books, or BHG Party planning books. The pictures are classic and I absolutely love the idea of decorating for a party without the commercial appeal. Granted, I have two kids who live and die for "Thomas the Train" so sometimes I cave.
Trying to find things to do with children in the summer is pretty easy in Portland. On the downside, I am not a big fan of community play centers, or children's museums based on the pure fear of GERMS. I think these places for kids are just breeding grounds for the stomach flu and I keep my poor deprived kids as far away from them as possible. In all fairness, my kids won't remember not going to these places for a few more years at least, and by the time they can realize I've been starving them of fun, they will be to old to go. BUT! When I read that our local science museum was hosting a Dino exhibit, we packed our hand sanitizer and hooked up with our pals the Jorgensen's. I have loved dinosaurs since I was a child ever since I was introduced to the old television show "Land of the Lost". I couldn't wait. I think I was more excited than the kids.
The dinosaurs were really big and I always dig a stellar animatronic show. Finn hid behind my skirt 80% of the time, but in his defense, the lights and huge teeth were rather frightening. I practically grew up at Disneyland as a kid, so stuff like this at OMSI is a cake walk in comparison. I can't wait to show my children some day what fun is all about. I'm dying to return to Disneyland. 2016 may be our year!
We went and visited Erhan at work after our afternoon at the
museum since he works only a few short blocks away. We purchased a few
yummy treats on our walk, and took in the beautiful view from where
Erhan's office is located. Finn and Leo got such a thrill out of
visiting daddy at work. Every morning dad gets dressed handsome, grabs
his coffee and drives off to ......somewhere? Seeing the downtown
buildings, crossing the big bridge, hearing the trains whistle and then
seeing daddy smile at them as he came in for a big hug..... needless to say
Finn talked about visiting daddy every single day since we did this.
Towards the middle of the month, I read that a mutual friends son was going to be having surgery to correct his leg growth. The teenager was having both of his ankles, shins and one thigh bone broken, and would be spending his summer in a wheelchair (as well as in some serious pain). The news broke my heart and I wondered what I could do to help this poor boy, a boy I had actually never met. I started a Facebook page (with permission from his mom) called "Help Give Kade an Awesome Summer" and I asked everyone I knew if they had anything they could donate to keep him busy while he was laid up in bed. I wasn't asking for money, just movies or video games you didn't want anymore, comics or books, board games etc.
What I got in return was overwhelming. So many of my dear friends, near and far provided such an assortment of incredible gifts. Gift cards came flooding in, movies piled up, comics arrived in the mail and video games new and used came into my hands. I have the BEST friends and family, the generosity was almost too much. I surprised Kade (who had no idea all of this was coming) the morning before his surgery and gave him his presents. He was beyond touched, and it felt so good to get to know him and to help him in some small way. Hopefully my children will follow their hearts in doing good and helping as many people they can in this world, in big ways and small ways. The tiniest gesture can change someone's life.
Our first beach trip happened this month and it was to Lincoln City
where Erhan's parents were camping. We drove down for the afternoon and
took in some of that beautiful sea air. We had lunch at our favorite
Lincoln City restaurant "Kylos" that has floor to ceiling windows over
looking the beach. The food is pretty yummy there and the view is hard to beat.
We took the kids down
to the sand afterwards and even June we had to wear coats and hats. We let the children feed the seagulls and them run their legs off. I think Erhan and his brother
ran their legs off as well. Thank goodness they had me to sit on a
blanket and take pictures!
July started off with a bang (ha ha!) We enjoyed our traditional Fourth of July breakfast with Erhan's family that morning. There was plenty of pancakes and story telling while everyone caught up on what the others have been up to. Uncle Can (John) joined us this year and it made the event even more special for the kids.
We
then ventured over to my parents house where we spent a lazy day (well,
I had a lazy day, my husband on the other hand rigged up my parents new
gazebo....what a great son in law) snacking and watching the kids play
in the amazingly huge play center mom and dad had built for Partridge
House. They set up a water table and we didn't see our kids all
afternoon. How lucky are my kids to have a grandma and grandpa run a day
school? The fun never ends and there is ALWAYS something to do. I wish I
had such a fun place to go when I was little! We watched fireworks
while the sun was setting and Leo surprised me by not being afraid of
the noise! I thought for sure since this was his first "real" fourth of
July, he would surely be petrified of the sounds and lights. But he was
calm and happy and found himself enjoying the show next to his two
brothers. I'm so proud of him!
We spent some time in parents pool(s) this summer, along with some long afternoons in our own version in our backyard. Finn picked out a purple pool for the yard (one of his favorite colors) and him and his brother had a blast splashing and playing. Erhan and I sat on the sidelines watching them, remembering childhood days of when playing in the water was such a special treat. I missed my slip 'n slide.
While growing up in Southern California I swam in my grandparents pool almost every single day after school. I loved it and never realized how lucky I was to have not only my mom take us, but to have such a fun way to beat the heat at my disposal. I remember that the pool was never heated, but with 100 degree days in the Los Angels suburbs it didn't matter. I remember begging my brother to recreate the opening scene from the movie "Splash" with me over and over again. Oh, what a child of the 80s I was.
To this day I still have dreams of trying to go back to that pool. I want to smell the water one more time. I want to run my hands across the Birds of Paradise flowers on the walk there. I want to inhale the scent of fabric softener coming from the dryer vents blowing from the laundry center behind the pool, or see the random peacock on the roof that flew over from the arboretum. The pool and my grandparents apartment in my dreams is always just out of reach. I crawl down the street, or move very slowly trying to take a picture. I try desperately to put my hands on the front door of #20. This goes for anything from my childhood, especially my old homes. I almost make it there, almost....but I can never quite get there. Maybe you really can't ever go home again.
Thankfully, my parents pools here in Oregon was enough of a substitute for leaving 646 Fairview behind. Swimming didn't happen every day like it had when I was little, (Portland and the maybe 35 days of nice swim weather we have a year and all) but it definitely makes the summers here so much more special when we could dive in and enjoy clean air. I spent many of my teenage years laying out in the sun, watching cute lifeguards, my nose buried in a book. I even (shhhh!) snuck down to the hot tub a few times after hours with an old boyfriend when I was 17 or 18. Crazy how the memories come flooding back when you just start typing them out.
We took another beach trip, just the four of us in July. It was a spontaneous day trip and the weather couldn't have been more perfect. I'm usually spoiled and don't like day trips. Erhan and I used to spend the night at the beach all of time when we were dating, and after we were married but oh my, how times have changed. For me, it's not a real break unless I can unwind completely and that means relaxing in a hotel room at night after a long day on the beach full of walking and sight seeing....not a long drive home.
But! this day was very special and looking back on our two sleeping kiddos in the back seat on our way home, we knew the trip for the day was worth it. A couple of my favorite memories from the day that stick out the most are Leo's face the entire time he rode on the carousel for the first time in his life, and Finn standing in Camp 18 in his underwear because his pants were soaked in ocean water, sipping a large Apple Juice. It's the little things and I found myself happy to be in my own bed that night. I'm all grown up.
I usually like to attend one county fair each summer. This year we chose to hit up the Washington County Fair and Erhan's parents joined us. For some silly reason I thought that by going in the late afternoon we would get a little shade or at least a small break from the heat. How did I not put together that we would be so....hot....by 5pm? Sweating and trying to shield ourselves and the stroller from the sun we moved around the stinky fair and talked loudly to each other over the blaring country music (remind me again of why I do this yearly?) The rides were surprisingly cheap and Finn and Leo rod the Merry Go Round for the 100th time this summer. Leo was all teeth, no fear at all after his recent beach trip experience. We never eat anything at the fair (many moons ago I may have indulged in an ice cream or a snow cone but times have changed). We thought the kids would love to see the animals up close but the smell......and the heat.....was almost too much for me. Plus, and maybe I'm just getting older, but seeing the animals made me
really sad. I don't think I've ever had that kind of reaction before, but seeing the pigs and cows laying there ready for slaughter made my stomach turn. I'm not much a meat eater any more these days and I'm not ignorant to how the circle of life works, but I found myself walking with my head down until we left the barn areas. I couldn't wait to get back to the car to defunk! <---city girl.
August. Beautiful August had arrived and that meant Erhan and I were gearing up for a two night, three day trip up to Seattle for our Anniversary without (get ready for it...) our kids! We had started our ten day "staycation" on August 1st and had some pretty fun stuff planned with our babies before and after we ran, er... headed out of town. We dropped Finn and Leo off at Partridge House on a Monday morning. It works better to leave them there during the week when all of their friends are there, playing and doing crafts. Saying Finn had the time of his life would be an understatement. We bought him a new sleeping bag for the occasion and his cousin Trinity ended up staying over the same nights he was there. Finn had a BLAST hanging out with the older kids up in Dallas's room at night. I truly think he could have spent the week there and not missed us at all (okay, maybe a little bit) Leo, on the other hand, had a very different experience. He had a very hard time adjusting to being away from us and whimpered in some way the entire three days we were gone. It was very hard to hear information like this while we were trying to enjoy our time away. It weighed heavy on my heart that my youngest son just couldn't let go, feel safe and have a good time. He had a few great, fleeting moments, and he slept well....but over all I think he just wanted to come home. That little stinker, I hope my folks agree to do this again for us someday!
Putting all of that aside, Erhan and I were FREEEEEEEE! We talked SO much. Our conversations were uninterrupted, we held hands, we kissed a ton. We had lazy meals where we ate while our food was still hot and we didn't have to cut anybody's entree's up. We shopped and tried on clothes, took strolls down random streets and walked aimlessly and it felt amazing. We saw movies and took long showers, stayed up late and visited with old friends. We decided to do something different this year and take the ferry across the sound to Bainbridge Island. I had only been on a ferry one time in my life and it was a much smaller boat that took us on our Honeymoon to Victoria B.C. This time we walked on board the giant ferry that you can drive your car on to. I was so nervous I almost felt silly. I'm 36 years old and I still get butterfly's in my stomach when I'm about to do something I've never done. I am so glad we did it, the ride there and back has now become one of Erhan and my "happy places". Me wrapped up in his arms on a bench in the sun, the air blowing through our hair, watching Seattle get smaller and smaller behind us, my husband and I experienced quiet for the first time all year.
The hotel surprised us with chocolate covered strawberries delivered to our room (another first for me, I can't believe I've never had these before). I want them every single day now. The drive(s) there and back gave us so much time for conversation Time for us to make plans for the end of the year and talk about the business I was starting of taking children into our home. I had decided since I wanted to be home with my own kids, and that we certainly couldn't afford to place them anywhere if I went back to work, it made sense to bring in a few babies so we could make some extra money. Working for my mom and dad at Partridge House for so many years I was able to acquire all of the necessary registration and certificates needed to professionally watch infants (it's more than "babysitting" mind you). CPR classes, infant child and neglect classes, food handlers, 40 clock hours in child care courses, etc. I will have three baby girls in my care along with my two boys, leaving me home five days a week with five kids. In all honesty, the children are easy. It's knowing that I am trapped indoors that is the hard part. I am so used to being able to go anywhere and do anything with my kids (I'm not one of those moms who can't get to the grocery store without my husband). I'm used to being able to visit my folks and Dallas every day if I wanted, so this new confinement is tough to get used to. The money in the end will be worth it, as it's already posing to be of good use. Erhan has been able to get our hot tub running again after six long years of being dormant. We were lucky in finding a miracle lady on craigslist who was selling a heater and pump the exact same model as ours. After three weeks of blood sweat and tears, my brilliant husband (who can do anything by the way) fixed our hot tub and we now are spoiled rotten. We have used it practically every single night after the children have gone to bed. We lock up the house, hook up the baby monitor and then sit out under the stars together.
Even though we are out there no more than 20-30 minutes at a time, it gives us a chance to be together without devices. Our phones, Ipads, Kindles, and laptops are nowhere in sight and even if we don't talk to each other at all, we are giving our brains a mental break and that is so important.
Plus, we are sleeping better and feeling better. Amazing what a little nightly soak can do.
Here is photo of our rascal cat Chaplin, watching the hot tub from on top of our gazebo. He scares the heck out of us at night when he climbs up there and gets frisky by rolling around on the wood planks. We are seriously waiting for him to fall in.
My brother's Birthday always symbolizes the end of summer. We have always celebrated him during Labor Day Weekend, and this time we were invited over to mom and dads to enjoy their new backyard. They have been working hard for months to create the perfect outdoor retreat, down to a charming fire pit. We stuffed our faces, ate cake and relaxed outdoors by the fire and it was wonderful. I had the opportunity to visit with old friends, it had been too long since I had seen a few. There is always something comforting about being "home" at mom and dads. The house doesn't look like it used to on the inside anymore but there is still that feeling of complete security when I walk through the door. What will I ever do without Partridge House in my life? I never want to find out.
Looking back on the last few months, I feel silly thinking that I thought we hadn't done very much this summer. Seeing it all on "paper" now I feel tired by all of the running around we did! Plus, there were so many things that didn't get mentioned: The Rose Festival and our day downtown (where we paid a fortune to get in, bought a book of tickets and couldn't talk Finn into going on anything. No refunds!) Or our trips to the Heritage Train Center and Oaks Park, where Leo rode on his very first carnival ride and never wanted to leave. The morning recently where we drove up to Willamette National Cemetery and visited the graves of my grandparents Peter and Frances Violante. I cried the moment I saw their names in the ground, surprised a little by how overcome with emotion I was. I knew they were there, but there was something about seeing their names....I miss them every day.
My favorite time of year is approaching. Fall in Portland makes living here worth it to me. The colors and the changes.....Oregon's nature truly puts on a show. I'm looking forward to the extra blanket on the bed, the sweaters and pumpkin spice candles. Taking the kids to the pumpkin patch and then trick or treating..... alright, who am I fooling? I can't wait for "Downton Abbey" to start in few weeks. I'm more excited for that than anything. The boys can't wait either. "Mommy, can you and I go to "Downton Abbey someday?" Parenting done right.